I'd have run you close
hehe....NO ONE BUT NO ONE has been more OBSESSED as a steffi fan- believe me. lol. THAT is also ONE reason i got banned or ''moderated" elsewhere. lol.
but i am telling the truth - including about in some way ''indirectly'' in correspondence as among fans in those years - with her mom herself...
she used to chat online with us when the internet was new...and to just tell us '"steffi said thank you for your cards -- (online cards) - and please on her birthday don't send gifts to her --if you really want. just support her causes like animal rights, the clinics for war-traumatized or drug -trauma children -- she'll be happier that way: ..."
that kind of thing...
that's how i was involved -- online , mind you -- with heidi and our ''little steffi fan group" in an AOL tennis forum site -- ''quarreling" with SELES fans -- (her mom never did) -
as some of them hurled insults and even threats to steffi - especially from those who were so anry still about the stabbing ..of monica...
but heidi kept posting WITH the seles fans - bringing greetings and happy birhtday , holidays, etc...
and SHE - we were all involved -- arranged for a REALLY bitter, angry, very lonely boy -- a seles fan - who was bullied in school (he told ME in private after first hurling big letter insults at me and steffi and heiddi, lol)
and i told heidi this boy was so sad - but he ''confessed" to me in private in tiny, tiny, tiny font...
"shhhhhh- please don't tell my other seles fans -- but secretly i love steffi...please dont' tell them!! please -- "
and in in BIG BOLD COLORED LETTERS:
'BUT why WHY WHY DID THAT crazy guy have to stab monica./.WHY WHY WHY? "
so i privated heidi and she responded immediately adn said \
"thank you for letting me know -- i know -- i've also observed him -- he is angry and so bitter -- but you know maybe all he needs is our understanding and a little love? "
and THEN she started to send him christmas card
after AFTER he complained to ME in private "why, WHY, WHY DID HEIDI SEND CARDS ONLY TO YOU AND NOT ME? WHY?!! I WANT A CARD FROM STEFFI TOO!!"
and heidi said to me:
"oh -- i already sent to him -- he just has to check his e mail - he was the first steffi and i sent to - "
and then the boy did find them -- LOTS OF THEM -- more than for us steffi fans -- and also to seles fans...
and he goes on the MESSAGE BOARDS -- WITH BEAUTIFULLY COLORED posts...
;''STEFFI AND HEIDI SENT ME CARDS -- YAY!!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!"
but it dodn't stop there -- since HE TOLD me in private that he wished he could meet monica...
heidi ARRANGED a personal meeting for him with monica in indian wells -- because HE - having good grades in eleemntary school got his vacation gift from his dad as reward...to go and see a tournament...
and heidi then arranged for monica to meet him....
and HE would ''report" to US in the message boards where he was that afternoon or this morning in indian wells....as HE tagged along WITH STEFFI AND HEIDI -- and practiced with steffi, !!!
and then they'd bring him to MONICA with whom he spent a whole afternoon -- 'COACHING HER"
because he was critical of some of her shots!!! what an IMPUDENT LITTLE BA STARD!
HAHA....
AND WE all had so much fun with that -- and heidi again arragned for him to see monica and steffi in MIAMI months later...and he said STeffi loved to TEASE him...
lke he'd forget to send her the ball back:
"hey -- that's MY ball - !!!" From her..and they'd hit a few times..and believe it or not --
he ended up having steffis and heidis 'DIRECT phone numbers!! but not us !! lol. he was so proud of that....but we were all so happy - because we became concerned that he was spneding so much time ''bothering everyone" about 'monjica, i hope steffi dies!!! i hope they die!!"
until we found out he was just a very lonely boy with no friends in school who was bullied and our little message board had become his ''safe zone" -- and i told him in private -- "you have to promise you have good grades in school - no matter what...and you can yell at me and other steffi fans all you want -- we'll take it - but you hae to promise to keep studying" because he was a gradA student...
and in the end -- the steffi and seles fans there became pretty good friends actually.
THEY'D root for MONICA in their folder or in ours -- and we'd do the opposite for STeffi --
but we all had a 'common project' -- to try and make sure this lonely , very bitter boy - knew we all cared about him -- adn in the end HE became part of steffi's ''extended famoly" for REAL.!!~
LOL.
lol.
that's how i know some of these things. lol.