I hated having to do safeguarding & preventing terrorism in my "working with under-12s" course yesterday. It really upset me that much in class that although I was engaging with everyone I was crying. I discussed it with my tutor afterwards & explained why it got to me. He said I could do all the safeguarding & preventing terrorism work by reading & writing at home where I could listen to music while I was doing it so there'd be something to keep the emotional side of my head occupied while I was getting the work done or to cheer me up while I was doing the work. I could do the basics without getting into all the gory details. (I know I'll have to toughen up at some point but I don't think I'm ready yet.) I'm not sure whether to just do that or to offer the emotional support offered so I could have time-out if things got too emotional. I've enjoyed the rest of the course so far. I enjoyed Tuesday's course which was about teaching the under-12s maths.